My name is Pam Graf and our family lives in St.
George, Utah. On November 22, 2002 my 20-month-old daughter was
life-flighted to Primary Childrens Hospital in Salt Lake
City, Utah. She had experienced a severe cold the previous week,
followed by an ear infection.
Her symptoms began on the preceding Saturday.
She had cried when trying to crawl up our steps and would scream
in pain when we tried to change her diaper. By Sunday night she
was very clingy and not sleeping well. As the week progressed
she seemed that she was having pain in her lower back.
The pediatricians office ran a urine sample to check for
a kidney infection. We saw one of the P.A.s at our doctors
office and he said he thought she had toxic hip from
her cold. He sent us to the hospital for blood tests and said
he would call and check on her the next day. At that time she
was still able to walk a few steps, but it obviously caused her
severe pain. Each night her sleep had become more sporadic
by Wednesday night she wouldnt sleep more than 1 ½
hours at a time. I put her in bed with me and she seemed like
she was in too much pain to sleep.
The next day (Thursday) she laid perfectly still
on the couch where I had put her; she had her hands in a fist
up by her face and was unwilling to move her head other
than keeping her face to her right. If I touched her at all
she screamed in pain. My husband called and talked to a different
P.A. He told us to bring her back immediately. He checked her
reflexes; they were there, but faint. He had us admit her to the
hospital.
The pediatrician had been out of town for the
day and came over to the hospital to evaluate her that evening.
When he saw her he knew right away what she had. They did a spinal
tap and started an IV. When the results of the tap showed her
elevated proteins they sent us to Childrens Hospital by
life-flight.
They did an extensive MRI on her when we got
there. It showed swelling of her nerves where they exited in her
lower spine. The doctors did a lot of tests to rule out anything
else. They placed her in ICU for 2 days.
During this time she was in so much nerve pain
that she would not allow us to put clothes on her or even cover
her with a blanket. If we covered her, even if she was asleep,
shed wake up and cry.
Lyndsi never did develop paralysis, which
I think is what made them unsure of the GBI diagnosis. They wanted
to do a nerve conduction test on her. I asked them if it would
change their treatment plan they said it wouldnt,
it would only verify their diagnosis. Because we had heard how
painful the test is we refused to allow them to do it. On Monday
they started the IGIV therapy for 2 days. That is when
she began to make major improvements.
The medications they had her on were Tylenol,
Naprosyn, and Neurontin. As long as we were never late for these
she did pretty well, but for nearly a week she still had pain
even with all the medication.
Unfortunately, a few days later she developed
a severe blood infection. Her temperature spiked suddenly to 104
degrees and her heart rate was at 225. They started her on IV
antibiotics, which we continued and extra week after we got home.
Other things we noticed with this were that her
blood pressure was erratic, we went through several days
of her heart monitor going off because her heart rate would drop
when she slept, then we went for a few days where her respirations
would drop when she slept. They never had to use a respirator,
but there were several days she had times of blow-by
air where they put the oxygen next to her and let it blow toward
her face. That seemed to be enough to help.
We were in the hospital for 15 days. When we
got home she was unable to do any physical skills other than to
lie on her stomach on her elbows for short bouts and roll over
in bed. She couldnt sit, stand, crawl, etc. The doctor
told us it would be weeks if not months before she would walk
again, but 4 days later she was up and going!
Its been 2 months today since we went to
the hospital. I think shes pretty much at 100%. She does
tire a little more easily physically if shes been playing
hard, and occasionally well have a day where she complains
about owies, but those are becoming rarer.
The doctors are just amazed at how quickly she
has recovered. I must tell you, there was an immense amount of
prayer for this baby by many friends, relatives, and neighbors,
and even complete strangers.
I feel somewhat guilty writing about how well she has done after
reading so many other SAD stories of people suffering with this,
and I realize how truly blessed and fortunate our family has been
for some reason. I just hope that in sharing my story, maybe someone
will find an answer or connection theyve been looking for.
Pam Graf
01.2003
September 2003 Update:
I wanted to write and give you a brief update of my daughter,
Lyndsi, whose case study you published on your website several
months ago. In one month it will be a year since Lyndsi contracted
GBS. As I read through your stories on your website I weep. We
have been so very blessed and fortunate.
Lyndsi no longer has any physical symptoms
she
finally stopped complaining of occasional owies about
two or three months ago
I didnt even realized they
had stopped until someone asked me about it. The only thing I
still see is that she tires easily and at 2 ½ years old
she daily takes 2 or 3 hour naps
I can live with that!!!!!
Thank you so much for your website and all of
the information available.
Sincerely,
Pam Graf
February 2005:
Lyndsi seemed to have no symptoms for the first
year after her return from the hospital and subsequent recovery,
other than tiring easily and having very long naps.
However, almost a year to the day that we got home from the hospital,
she lay down on the floor one day and cried and cried. She seemed
to be exhibiting the same symptoms we had noticed with her original
onset pain in her legs and lower back. Nothing I did could
soothe her or relieve her pain. This went on for about 2 hours
(all the time my mind racing through the 101 questions of what
now? can we go through this again? should
we go back to the doctor right now?? I thought she
was all better).
I must admit, panic is a pretty fair description of my feelings
at that moment! But then, 2 hours later, just as suddenly as it
had started, it ended. She literally jumped up and started running
around again.
I truly do not think she was faking it
after that incident she began having occasional pain in her toes.
At first we thought she was having muscle cramps. We increased
the amount of calcium she was taking, made sure her shoes fit
well, did stretches, and anything else we could think of that
would help. When I took her to the pediatrician for her 3-year-old
checkup, I was telling him about this and she actually had an
attack of this toe pain while he was still in the room. He worked
with her leg during the pain and confirmed that it was NOT a cramp,
but said that in some individuals who have had Guillian-Barre
there is lingering pain in the feet and hands from the nerve damage.
He feels confident that over time it will completely heal.
We can go for stretches of time (maybe a week or more) with no
pain, and then we can have a number of days of nearly constant
pain. She seems to be worse when she is getting a virus, like
a cold. I have found that occasionally when things are especially
bad, Motrin seems to help the symptoms.
There are a few other random things I notice,
but I dont know if they are related to GBS or not. However,
I thought that I would include them in case others have noticed
the same thing.
I have noticed that when she gets cold she does
not easily warm back up. The main times I notice this are when
she has a bath, and if she has something cold to eat, like a milkshake.
I have wondered if this IS related to the GBS because in the hospital
we had noticed that she had a lot of difficulty with regulation
of her autonomic systems due to the GBS, such as blood pressure,
heart rate, and body temperature. But what I find funny is that
when she DOES get cold like this, her reaction is to become tremendously
tired and she begs to go to sleep.
She still tires easily and will frequently nap
2-3 hours/day even though she will be turning 4 in March. I have
been told that this should get better with time, also. When she
IS awake, though, she is constant energy and motion. We took her
on a family hiking trip last summer and were surprised how often
she said that she needed to be carried, and we gave in to her
requests because we werent sure if she was truly in pain,
or just enjoyed the fact that her teenage brother and sister would
give her free piggy-back rides! We still arent sure on that
one.
We have seen some amazing improvements. At the
time we finished her physical therapy she still had major flexibility
issues, and I was concerned that she would never regain that.
She also had lost all of her reflexes in her elbows and knees.
I am happy to report that she has almost completely regained all
reflexes, and she is incredibly flexible. We signed her up for
a toddler gymnastics class, and you would never know that she
had ever had a problem. She is the most limber child in the class
and is full of energy and enthusiasm. She also is one of the strongest
children in the class, which brings tears to my eyes when I see
her now and yet remember that when we left the hospital she could
barely even hold up her head by herself.
I think, though, that in sharing this story, its
also important for parents of children who have experienced GBS
to know of my personal emotional road through this. I find that
even now, 2 years later, I feel that it is important for me to
be able to share this story with others, especially when I see
what great things she can do now its kind of like
Hey, you need to understand how far she has come!
But if I spend too much time thinking or talking about our experiences,
I still get pretty emotional. I cant look at her and see
the things shes doing without thanking the Lord for her
miracle and for having her in our life. I look back at all the
growth I have experienced through these lessons and the compassion
that I have gained. I think that just maybe I dont take
things for granted as much anymore. And on a funnier note, I find
that around Christmas (since it happened over the holidays) I
get really paranoid about being completely ready for Christmas
early just in case something should happen in our
life. I realize that this is totally irrational, but its
just something that came with the package for me.
When we were at PCMC they gave me a journal and
said that I should write down EVERYTHING. I did, and 60 pages
and 15 days later I had a great record of what had happened; I
am really grateful for this because so much of that time seems
like a blur. Last Fall I decided to type that journal onto the
computer and burn in onto a disk so that we would always have
it. I was surprised how emotionally hard it was for me to type
that, yet getting it finished helped me to have some closure with
the experience and maybe feel like I could move on now.
I didnt realize just how much of an impact
this whole thing had had on my oldest daughter until last semester.
She is a PDBio major at BYU and decided that for one of her research
papers she would write about GBS. She figured it would be a breeze
because we had done so much research and had first-hand accounts.
But she didnt get very far into her work before she realized
that this was still too emotionally charged for her and she had
to change her topic.
Im just so grateful for the wonderful outcome
we have had and truly feel that it is because of the faith and
prayers of so many friends and even complete strangers. I realize
that we are very fortunate with her quick recovery and subsequent
good health. But experiencing GBS is something that will truly
change your life forever, and its ok to struggle with your
emotions and feelings. Its been 2 years now and Im
not sure if I will ever get past the lump in my throat when I
think about that experience. But I can think of so many worse
things.
I hope that somehow my sharing our experiences
can help others who feel lost, or alone, or who just want to understand.
Its really going to be ok.
Sincerely
Pam Graf
02.2005