Here is a synopsis of my daughter's condition/symptoms
(03/2003):
* "Viral" infection starting in January
2003
* Sore throat, low grade fever, general weakness, stomach cramps,
joint pain, coughing
* Given three different antibiotics before the Dr. did a blood test
and decided it was viral
* Back to school after missing three weeks, still very weak (legs
especially)
* During this period I noticed that her eyes were dilated all
the time. They would only constrict if I shone light directly
in them.
* Feb. 9th skin began to "sting", weakness in legs still
present, shortness of breath
* Feb 12th we were bumped by another car on the way home, my daughter
began to hyperventilate. We could not get her to slow her breathing.
She became too weak to walk, ambulance called, admitted to our local
hospital. Dr's said it was a panic attack and began to administer
Atavan.
* Feb 13th the Dr began Paxil and her breathing worsened.
* Feb 14th, we were discharged after taking another Paxil (25mg)
That evening she went into another rapid breathing episode and began
tremoring with her eyes rolling up. I took her back to the local
hospital where they began the Atavan again.
* Feb 15th they gave her both Paxil and Xanax. The "seizures"
became worse and she had tremors all day long. During the episodes
Nat would cry and state that she couldn't see me and she couldn't
get her eyes back down. (Just prior to the episodes she would say
"my eyes feel funny" and her hands and legs would tingle).
That evening, she had a "seizure" that lasted over an
hour. When she came out of it her weakness was much more pronounced.
Her head lagged when I tried to set her up, she said her legs wouldn't
do what she wanted them to do, her feet looked as if she had foot
drop, and her hands almost looked as if she had contractures.
* Feb 16th I requested they stop the meds, because they seemed to
be making things worse. She had only one seizure that evening and
none the next day.
* She began to complain that she could not chew her food and swallowing
was difficult. She said her tongue felt "thick" and her
mouth and throat were (and still are) sensitive to anything with
any spice at all. Excessive saliva was a real problem for her.
* She also began to complain of tingling in her hands and feet as
well as all of her skin still stinging.
* She had difficulty holding her fork to eat, and walking was slow
and painful.
* She was discharged on Feb. 19th and we were sent to an inpatient
Psych. unit with her. They would not admit her and said she really
needed to go home and heal (which I agreed with completely).
* Since that time, she has begun to get more control of her hands
and arms. Chewing is somewhat easier.
* She still has a lot of pain (skin hurts, tingling). Her knee joints
are very stiff and painful.
* Her lymph nodes behind ears and back of head are still swollen,
as well as having sores on her head.
* We went to a new pediatrician who referred us to a Pediatric Neurologist.
Unfortunately, his specialty is ADD and bedwetting. He spent about
15 minutes with us (her crying because she hurt so badly) and decided
she was depressed and had no nerve damage.
* Last night after a long warm bath, her legs tremored severely
for over an hour.
April 2003
Natalie does not have an official diagnosis yet, and may never have
one. I am weary from struggling to get a diagnosis. At this point,
all it would serve is my ego, needing to be right. She has ridden
out the worst of the storm hanging on to a bottle of Motrin, my
arm, and the prayers of many.
It is now April and Nat has begun Physical Therapy.
She just started walking on her own yesterday! Very wobbly
but on her own.
The pain has decreased to evenings for the most part. She is able
to chew better now and has not had the excessive saliva in several
weeks. Her breathing has returned to normal and she only has tremors
after she has been up and walking a lot during the day.
Her eyes have returned to normal, but she still says things look
"fuzzy" at times.
Her mood has been very good this last week. She has been a tough
young lady and I am very proud of her!
May 2003
Natalie is progressing slowly. She made a huge jump in strength
and morale when she started her physical therapy, and then my Dad
developed some serious health problems. She has been very close
with my folks since she was little, and she has taken the prospect
of losing Grandpa poorly. She would not leave the hospital when
all of his heart testing was going on, and I think she just wore
herself out.
Her PT went horribly that week, but has gotten better
since. She is able to walk short distances alone, but is very resistant
to do so. I'm not sure how to break through that resistance. She
has always been someone who wants to do things perfectly, and she
does not flow gracefully right now. I keep telling her she will,
but she has to try in order to get there. Her mood is low some of
the time and she has been extremely irritable as of late. I keep
having to tell myself, "this is a 12 year child who has been
through Hell the last four months... give her a break".
Natalie has been spending the week days with my
parents about 90 miles from us. She has been home every weekend
and actually got to spend some extra time at home this week. It
was so wonderful having her back home. I think a large part of her
sour mood has been the fact that she has been away from friends,
us, and her dog. She was in a much better mood this week. I will
have 6 weeks off this summer, so she will be able to stay home and
hopefully prepare herself to go back to public school in the Fall.
That is her goal, and ours as well.
Her knees are somewhat swollen and often ache in the evenings. She
tells me when she tries to walk un-aided, her knees buckle under
her. When we are out in public she tries very hard not to hang on
to me as much. She often hangs her jacket over the hand I am holding.
I am going to try to get her in a pool this Summer. She has been
a wonderful swimmer and says she is willing to get back in the water.
The emotions of the last four months fall into 3 categories - fear
("What the hell is going on?"), frustration ("If
I could walk for you I would."), and appreciation ("We
have so many things to be thankful for.")
Bobbie Pennington
US