My name is Lauri Lowen, and I live in Redmond,
Washington, USA, a suburb of Seattle. Here is my story, which
extends from 1996 to 2002.
I had nausea, a headache and severe diarrhea in
May of 1996. My neurological illness began on July 3. The interval
was between five and six weeks. After I learned that Jejuni Campylobacter
was sometimes associated with Guillain-Barré Syndrome,
I asked my internist to test my stool for the presence of the
bacterium. The results showed that it was present in the exact
amount for that infection to have occurred at the time I had diarrhea
in May.
It may be assumed, then, that I got GBS from eating undercooked
chicken in a restaurant (since I would never serve it that way).
While driving on July 3, 1996, my limbs started
aching. I felt fine, not sick. Then my arms and legs got very
heavy. I could lift them, but it was an effort to do so. This
went on for several days. I could not fold laundry, cook or take
out the garbage. I could still walk (I shuffled) and climb stairs
slowly. I could not hold a newspaper up or use a hairdryer.
Throughout this experience, though I have been
affected to some extent all of the time, the severity of the symptoms
varies from mild to severe. Exercise, sleep, eating or state of
mind seem to have no correlation to the severity of the symptoms.
This is not typical of Guillain-Barré Syndrome, which made
it very difficult to diagnose and prompted some to imply that
I was making it up.
When I had a friend drive me to the Emergency
Room, I could barely walk and could not lift a glass or can to
drink. I was admitted to the hospital, where I was for eight days.
My illness progressed very slowly, which also
contributed to it not being diagnosed very quickly.
My arms and legs at first got worse in the hospital. My left leg
would wiggle when I was helped to walk. (They decided then to
not allow me to walk, so that I would not train my brain
to do the wrong thing.) My food had to be cut up. I could
not lift the water bottle.
Gradually, after I was transferred to the Rehab
unit, I became able to walk with the parallel bars, then with
a walker, and then with a quad cane. Two MRIs were done,
of brain and neck. A spinal tap was done. Someone told me that
the fluid was not perfect, but not bad enough to be considered
abnormal. I was told that I did not have a brain tumor, MS, cancer
or Guillain-Barré Syndrome. I was totally unfamiliar with
what Guillain-Barré Syndrome was. They told me it was paralysis
caused by a virus. (Sometime after my hospitalization, my neurologist,
who I later learned had never had a GBS patient before me, decided
that I did experience Guillain-Barré Syndrome).
My Guillain-Barré Syndrome had an extremely
slow progression. In retrospect, and after talking to experts
in the Guillain-Barré Syndrome Foundation, I realize that
it was too early in my illness for the spinal tap to have shown
protein. If normal GBS protocols had been followed, a second spinal
tap would have been done.
While hospitalized and beginning to doze, I experienced
sudden difficulty breathing, along with vision fading to black
at the edges and pressure (not pain) in my chest. My blood pressure,
which had normally been about 90/60, was 200/110. Two other times
I was awakened by a wave of nausea, and learned that my blood
pressure was elevated (170/120). Other times it peaked suddenly
without me feeling much.
After I was discharged, I had periods of increased
weakness, when I was unable to stand straight or walk without
help (I had been using just the cane). I recognized this later
as a loss of muscle tone in my trunk and neck, which also incapacitates
my arms and legs. Though my arms and legs continued to improve,
the symptoms affecting my trunk and neck continued to get worse,
and during those periods when I "lost everything," all
improvement in my arms and legs would disappear. This intermittent
increased severity of symptoms has been something I have heard
of in no other person. (My current neurologist is not concerned
about it being atypical.)
I remember watching my face melt in
the mirror when I was getting a haircut. The corners of my mouth
drooped down a little, and my eyelids closed halfway. After my
hair was shampooed, I was unable to lift my head from the shampoo
sink, and the beauty operator had to lift it for me. Improvement
in my arms and legs continued. My parents paid to outfit my house
for being slightly disabled (grab bars and shower chair, slide-out
shelves holding the heavier kitchen items, a chair with arms to
support my arms when on the kitchen phone, a telephone headset
in my den). I used my cane and ate by sliding my forearm up and
down the table edge.
Following my discharge from the hospital, I sometimes
lost muscle tone in my trunk and neck. I sometimes had trouble
breathing. My body wanted to exhale and just stop there. I found
that if I did deep breathing, very deliberately and slowly, I
could force my chest to expand. If I did not try very hard to
do deep breathing, my breaths were very shallow and infrequent.
It was during one of these periods that I felt my face start to
do funny things. My mouth was contorting. This also is not typical
of GBS. I called the neurologist and was told to call 911. When
the aid car came, they watched my mouth go from contortion, to
normal, to another contortion, etc. The fourth of the men there
(an aid car person), took one look at me and said, Shes
got Guillain-Barré. With my mouth contorted and my
speech unclear, I said, No, I had a spinal tap and it showed
that I didnt have that.
My blood pressure, taken twice, by two different emergency techs
in two different arms, was 190/176.
I was taken to the hospital, where my blood pressure
dropped to something over 48. The doctor unkindly said that they
had done all the tests in my recent hospitalization and didnt
have any left to do. Despite the problem I was having breathing,
she sent me away. I asked to be transferred to University Hospital.
They arranged it, though my neighbor had to drive me, curled up
like the letter C in her car, looking at the floor, with limited
ability to move my arms and legs. I felt that University was the
appropriate place for a disease thats difficult to diagnose.
There, a doctor who thought I got sick because I should
be lonely being alone on an important American holiday like the
4th of July, said it must be stress. (I told him that on
the 4th of July I was writing a paper on the health effects of
PCBs and making eggplant salad to take up to my friends
cabin with my potluck group.) That doctor ordered a Psych consult.
The psychiatric social worker, though she made
sure that I intended to keep my appointment with the psychiatrist
who was a part of the original hospital's Rehab team, found that
I had a wonderful support system of friends, did not pine over
my divorce in 1985, was close to my family and my ex-husbands
family, had lovely children Im proud of, and though I am
currently interviewing for jobs (Im between jobs now), have
plenty of money in the bank and a paid-for house. After being
examined in the ER of University Hospital, I was given an appointment
for the Neurology Chiefs Clinic. I then was sent home.
As the trunk/neck/face/breathing problems became
more frequent, friends stayed with me. My son called from his
business internship in Washington, DC and informed me that he
was coming home to care for me. I told him absolutely not to quit
his internship. He said he wasnt quitting but was leaving
early, and he had made plane reservations before talking to me,
because he knew I would try to talk him out of it. My parents
and friends convinced me to hire an agency to provide 24 hour
home health aides until my son got home (three days). We didn't
know if I would stop breathing altogether, and the hospital had
made it clear that I was not welcome.
When I had the trunk/neck/face/breathing problems,
the aides took my blood pressure and pulse. When they could hear/feel
them (sometimes they couldnt), the blood pressure went from
high down to 80/40. The changes would take place, back and forth,
as they listened/felt. I later learned that this is because blood
vessels lose tone, also. I asked the Home Health Aide who was
there one day to write a note describing what she saw for my internist,
with whom I had an appointment.
This is the content of her note: "July 26, 1996. Dr. Failor,
I am a home health aide and I work for Providence-Marianwood Home
Care. Lauri has asked me to describe to you what I have observed
in the last two days while I have been with her. It is difficult
to describe what happens but she has episodes that occur with
varying duration, intensity and symptoms. She has sudden changes
in muscle control, during which at times her breathing slows dramatically,
her pulse becomes weak and her B/P fluctuates and becomes very
hard to hear. Her skin color changes from flushed to slightly
cyanotic. At these times she is unable to hold her head up and
without support it will either fall forward or back. Her arms
and legs become limp. These are some of the symptoms I personally
have observed. I hope this will be of assistance. Linda Covey,
CNA, MA."
I was eventually examined at the Neurology Clinic
at UW by Dr. Eric Kraus and Dr. Bell. Their best guess was that
it was a neurological viral syndrome which would go away eventually
and not make me stop breathing. I had my appointment with Dr.
Dipple, the psychiatrist who was part of the original hospital's
Rehab Team. At the end of our discussion, he said that he dealt
with problems, and I didnt seem to have any other than my
illness. He said that he saw no reason to see me again. His contact
with me had been limited to a conversation in the hospital, and
this one appointment. Months later, by seeing his diagnostic code
on the bill, I became aware that what he told me was not his true
opinion. The diagnostic code was for conversion disorder. Because
I was a psych/education major, I was familiar with that term.
My opinion is that my atypical Guillain-Barré Syndrome,
which looks bizarre to everybody, including me, led him to believe
that it was a physical manifestation of a psychological condition.
This note in my file followed me, leading people to not believe
me when I had relapses.
My arms and legs improved, and episodes including
my trunk and neck were much improved and decreased in number.
I could walk without my cane for several moments at a time, without
having my knees start to bend more and more after a dozen steps.
When I walked, I walked like Frankenstein. The physical therapist
said slapping is the name for what my feet did. He
says it happens when there is not enough strength to appropriately
roll from heel to toe. One day I started to feel numb at the back
of my tongue and my throat. I had experienced tongue tingling
and numbness before, but never beyond the tip (and then middle)
of my tongue. I was able to swallow, but it felt weird when I
did. I was annoyed because I thought that the new stuff was over.
I didnt think that there was anything left to be affected,
and those that had been previously affected were improving. Eventually,
the "new" stuff stopped happening and I got better and
better, and my neurologist decided that I had GBS after all.